Post Post-Beginning

Sometimes it takes more than one push.

The first ones may not have been forceful enough.

So a third try for something worthwhile.

Love, yourself, enough to love them that much.

Because it isn't always easy.

It can go in fits and starts as you trust and  confuse

and betray each/other back and forth

Not sure what you want to do.

Knowing what you feel.

That may be enough to get you there.

And if it's not enough, maybe it will get you

to the slope and then you can coast?


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